Final request before death

If I die I want people to know what I was trying to do and what I wanted to do. I want someone, anyone from this world, to continue the spirit of Ahmed Mac, even when I die. I have plans of changing the world, but my plans have no value unless God puts His blessings in them. I may not be professional in anything, but I'm trying to achieve something because I think that I'm selected for a cause, that I have a reason to live. I think that I don't have to live a normal life, I am born to change and do good, and indeed it feels good to preach the true message of God, the true message of peace and humanity.

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I have so many plans and I know that I can't fulfill even half of them, but I want to die while trying instead of sitting on a couch all day and thinking about my misfortune. If someone's reading it then remember what I tried to do and make dua for my forgiveness because indeed I've been a sinner throughout my life. I want my children, my wife, my friends, or anyone who trusts or respects me to continue what I did, what I started, at least run it, repeat my words until they reach each and everyone.

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I have written many plans in my notepad, and have saved many digital documents. One day very soon I can be in a hospital, imprisoned, in a grave and in front of my God. Make sure to pray for my Akhirah, I hope to see you all in Jannah, I wish to. Peace and Love ❤

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(This message was posted privately on my Facebook account almost 1 year ago).

Is there any peace or satisfaction in this world?

A part of me wishes to have a good life partner, but another part of me wants to live and die alone. There's no eternal peace in this world, now you have it and the next second it's gone. There's no peace without losses, you can't stay happy or content with life always, you will always lack of something (love, peace, justice).

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Whenever a war is fought and lands are captured, men are slaughtered or enslaved, while women are captured and played like an object, that's the most inhumane action. In this era, maybe women in some civilized societys are more secure than they were in the past, but still there's injustice and barbaric actions taking place, if we don't suffer then it doesn't mean that it doesn't happen, people are going through it, even right now!

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I don't want my God to punish someone I love for my mistakes, the mistakes I made, and the mistakes that I'll make. Indeed Allah isn't our enemy, He is our creator, He loves us, we are our own cruel enemy, but I fear that what if I may not be able to pass a trial? I fear it's results on my family, on my belief and everything. Even innocents get raped and so many other things, I don't want to be in that position. I don't want to be the father, husband or brother of someone who lost her dignity, I won't be able to live, I won't be able to see or feel her pain, I won't be able to .... I fear.

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May Allah protect us all, all humans of every religion, because it's against the moral of humanity to be such vicious with anyone no matter what's the religion. Islam tells us to show humanity to all people, therefore we must care for all victims of life. Ya Allah protect us!

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I have a question for you, for all the men (please show this post to your male family members). Will you marry a rape victim when the whole society torments her? If not then why not? You may have sisters, daughters and mother too, they could be a victim if God wanted, so would you care for them then? Your answer will prove if you've any humanity left.

Can we all live in peace in this world?

Sometimes I wonder if we could all live in peace. But then I remember the reason behind this life, the time we spend here. It's a test, so obviously it's going to be full of trials and stress. I won't talk about something imaginary, so let's be real and understand that no matter how hard we try to avoid problems or be successful in every corner of life, we won't be able to do that, don't believe in a myth of hope because this is the reality, it's written in Quran many times, even you can think about that and the answer will meet the same point. So learn to live with the present conditions, hope for the betterment too, but don't expect life to be perfect for you, it won't be for anyone even if they're rich or own nations. Honestly, life is like that. Salam and Peace.