It's our responsibility to strive to know the truth and become better. If there's anyone out there who seeks a chance or motivation in this Ramadan or afterwards, to become a better muslim and human, then you can seek help from around, but if not possible; then from me. Good people may suffer a lot and not enjoy freely like others, but in the end they are the real winners. While experiencing this month, make sure to focus on your sins. It's always better to compare your actions with Quran. It helps you to correctly recognize yourself.
Start wearing appropriate clothes. Keep your looks simple. Add 'haya' to your sight (adapt the practice of lowering down the gaze). Stop following and promoting haram of any kind. Stop listening to foul things. Stop being disrespectful towards anyone. Lower down the rate of opposite gender interaction. Start preaching at all levels. If you want to feel some religious energy, give some charity by your hand and preach some good words, even online. Allah wants you back. Don't disappoint Him. You are not the only sinner here!