Do you ignore your friends? What's your excuse?

If I ever ignore or find an excuse to not meet someone then it's not because I feel I'm more than them or they don't deserve to talk with me but because I do think that I don't deserve to talk with them. I sometimes do find excuses to not interact and socialize with people because I feel that it's better for me to stay away from them for their own good. There are a lot of people who may think wrong about me but seriously guys I don't have that pride to ignore someone, I actually ignore myself and I like to be ignored 😌