I'm getting a little depressed these days. I'm losing the interest and joy to live. There are some factors which make me weak and stop me from living a peaceful life. I think sometimes all you need is a person to talk to and share things with, someone special and someone who understands you completely. I believe it's a big blessing to have such a person in your life. Unfortunately I just have myself, hence I try to express myself into words and share things online, expressing yourself is a very difficult but important part. Keeping things to yourself and not share them with anyone can make you go mad and crazy. I ask no one to read or hear what I say here, I just write because it's my requirement.
I don't know if I can express myself or not, I don't actually know how to calm myself down. I pray and I'm trying to work on building my interests, but I'm getting stressed and not finding enough time in a day to enjoy or make myself feel good by doing what I like. I believe fast life isn't a life at all, I don't like humans working like a machine. I believe a human needs rest and enjoyment too, I believe the basic reason of the life of a human is not to earn. What's the benefit of earning if you don't get to live comfortably? I am tensed. I wake up early, I go and study, I come back and get only a very limited time to relax, and then I have to study again and prepare myself for tomorrow.
The things that a human should be able to do on daily basis: taking a shower/bath, reading some stuff or watching something informative, have a joint dinner/lunch with family or friends, sleep well for at least 7-8 hours, eat in peace, get some time for carrying out personal hobbies etc. But are we able to do that? At least I'm not and I see this scheme going in for the next few years. So I don't have anyone, I don't know how to help myself. Thus I'm getting depressed. Do pray for me if you can.
I don't know if I can express myself or not, I don't actually know how to calm myself down. I pray and I'm trying to work on building my interests, but I'm getting stressed and not finding enough time in a day to enjoy or make myself feel good by doing what I like. I believe fast life isn't a life at all, I don't like humans working like a machine. I believe a human needs rest and enjoyment too, I believe the basic reason of the life of a human is not to earn. What's the benefit of earning if you don't get to live comfortably? I am tensed. I wake up early, I go and study, I come back and get only a very limited time to relax, and then I have to study again and prepare myself for tomorrow.
The things that a human should be able to do on daily basis: taking a shower/bath, reading some stuff or watching something informative, have a joint dinner/lunch with family or friends, sleep well for at least 7-8 hours, eat in peace, get some time for carrying out personal hobbies etc. But are we able to do that? At least I'm not and I see this scheme going in for the next few years. So I don't have anyone, I don't know how to help myself. Thus I'm getting depressed. Do pray for me if you can.
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