I know I'm rude, arrogant, bitter, strict and whatnot. I don't like it either, it's not what I wanted to become, but life doesn't always let you choose things, some things are given to us without any second option. I try to change, these things also burn and hurt me from inside, I don't even like myself sometimes, but I have to live and try to be better. Those who leave you at your fall don't deserve you in your good time. Never expect perfection from a human. You don't want others to judge you, but you're the one who judge too fast. Don't make a clear judgement or conclusion about something without consulting or confirming it.
People just show their perfections and not their flaws unlike me. All the preachers and writers share their stuff but not their personality traits or anything related to their personal life. I do share everything, that's why for most of the people I'm a repelling force. But I want people to know that I'm a human just like them, I have emotions and feelings, I commit sins and get sad, I overreact and get angry over things, but I like to think and spread good, I want to improve myself, so accept me as a human. There are many of you who once used to think of me as a good person, but now you don't, maybe because of my cold behavior. I can't always be polite in life, I get angry, do you not? It really saddens me to see people thinking wrong of me, they don't like my strictness, they judge my actions and not the resulting force behind them, but I'm learning to not expect humans to understand things or compromise with you. I just wanted to tell you that I'm a simple human.
People just show their perfections and not their flaws unlike me. All the preachers and writers share their stuff but not their personality traits or anything related to their personal life. I do share everything, that's why for most of the people I'm a repelling force. But I want people to know that I'm a human just like them, I have emotions and feelings, I commit sins and get sad, I overreact and get angry over things, but I like to think and spread good, I want to improve myself, so accept me as a human. There are many of you who once used to think of me as a good person, but now you don't, maybe because of my cold behavior. I can't always be polite in life, I get angry, do you not? It really saddens me to see people thinking wrong of me, they don't like my strictness, they judge my actions and not the resulting force behind them, but I'm learning to not expect humans to understand things or compromise with you. I just wanted to tell you that I'm a simple human.
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