I write how I feel and think, how I get upset, what triggers me, what makes me feel bad. I write literally everything, not just writing that, I post it online. I'm not sure about the reason behind it, maybe I just can't talk about how I feel in real life, maybe I'm suffering through loneliness, maybe something else. But I want people to know that every cherish smile is hiding a crying sound, no one is having an easy life, it's not always easy to fake yourself or your emotions. That's why I stay real, I don't fake myself or my feelings, I'm not so good at it, I want people to know the real me, I want them to know that I mostly stay sad and tired, it's ok to be a human with weaknesses, it's normal.