I used to listen songs when I became sad or angry, but actually it was a temporary pleasure I could get by listening to them. With time I started to realize the reality of things. I feel like I'm too blessed to have this in me, it wasn't always in me, it's been put in me by Allah. I think that if I'm blessed with these spirits and whatever this is, then why should I not help others learn this, why should I not tell them what I know. The first and most important thing to do if you are willing to be a true Muslim and want to follow Islam completely is by reading the Quran at least once with complete understanding (translation), the more you'll read, the better you'll become. I tried many times to show people the importance of this noble book, but actually I can't, I don't have those words, if someone wants to know the benefits of this book then they'll have to read it by their own. Even there's an Ahadees which states that "the best of you are those who learn and teach the Quran". It doesn't mean that you just need to teach people how to recite the Quran, it means that you need to show them what lies in this book, you need to enlighten their ways with it's light. I can really write much more than this but still nothing is gonna happen unless you try to seek the guidance as it's also stated in the 2nd verse of Surah Al Baqra "this is a Book about which there is no doubt, a guidance for those conscious of Allah". Conscious of Allah means those who're searching for guidance and reality of things. So best of luck to you and me! (Salam and Peace).